The Paige Documents

Vampire Diaries Review

2009-09-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

As some of you may have seen the Vampire Diaries just premiered tonight. It's a new tv show based on the old 80's teen novels The Vampire Diaries. I've read about half of the first book, and it wasn't really my style, but I can already tell that the show has been rewritten so much it's comical. Before I hear this I'll say it now IT'S NOT A TWILIGHT RIP OFF, THE VAMPIRE DAIRIES CAME OUT ALMOST 20 YEARS BEFORE TWILIGHT!!!!

SO I watched the First episode, and the first thing thing comes to mind is What's with all the music??? I felt like I was watching the top 100 chart. They had to many songs that it actually hurt the show, you can't use hits to replace dialog in every scene! Also the music must have been picked by a schizophrenic's alters. They included bands like Placebo and MGMT but they also put in some bubblegum pop, are they trying to confuse the views about who this show is being marketed to???

Now let me get to the wayyyyy over rushed plots. First, it's ok that you introduce a kind of romance/friendship between Elena and Stephen in this episode, but they've just nipped the bud in the whole Stephen and Caroline plot already. What's the next 10ish episodes JUST Random Music and "intense" staring?????? Then they've already introduced the evil character Damon and he's already attacked someone. By the way the victume is Elena's brother's crush and nearly got raped in this episode too. If your me your also think "God I think that's the shortest movie I've ever watched. I'm not very happy with it either . . . OH GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS A TV SERIES???? WHAT ELSE CAN THEY POSSIBLY CRAM INTO A WHOLE SEASON OF THIS?????"

I think Warner Brothers should start finding some better writers for their shows.

Epitaph One

2009-09-03T13:41:00.000-07:00

As all of you know [meaning the one person who reads this] I'm in love with everything Joss Whendon makes. His new show is Dollhouse and season 1 is currently out on Dvd and it includes the 13th episode Fox didn't air in America it's titled "Epitaph One".

I just watched "Epitaph One" and now I wish it was a separate series! It was written to be a "standalone" episode meaning that even tho Dollhouse follows a linear plot were all the episodes are connected Epitaph was still the same story just not fitting into the time line. I've come to know and love Dollhouse as one mission after another as Echo tries to discover the truth, but Epitaph begins in the middle of the Apocalypse and the Dollhouse and everything else is gone A-wall. In fact you only see the stars in flashback sequences. Anyway it's the apocalypse and one surviving group it's trying to get underground where technology can't find them. It seems that people have been turned into a zombie like army only they've yet to physically die. It feels like the start of an Epic Adventure and not an episode of Dollhouse. Sure they use some of the established rules, locations, and Characters but it feels more like a Spin off then an episode.

All I'm saying is that if Joss Decided to Finnish off the Dollhouse after a season or 2 ending somewhere when the Rossum Corporation Starts to take over. Then he could start up with a tie-in/continuation series starting with how the Epitaph group starts and kinda whats going on [No seriously Joss I kinda get it but WTH?? What does a Butcher exactly do???] I'd be very happy.

OK Music time I've found a funny song from the webshow I've started watching today called The Guild The song is called "(Do You Wanna Date My) Avatar". Alisha Day actually created this webshow and is one of my fav new actresses.

and no I don't play WoW or RuinScape or anything like that I just think this is funny.

And I can't tell right from the wrong

2009-07-08T16:03:00.000-07:00

Today I've lost my best friend. No she didn't die, or move away. I've pushed her away. I'm really disappointing with myself and her. I know I'm not the best friend someone could have. I'm forgetful, cynical, annoying. I'm sure you've all noticed. I understand it's impossible to be non-bias in this confession, no one can read someone else's mind all the time. Maybe I did this last year when I spent to much time with other people and I left her out. Anyways, I've been trying to spend time with my friend since even before school ended. During school we had the excuses of schoolwork, dating and what not. But she still felt like I was pushing her away, which is a little true cause she seemed to only have time for her then Boyfriend.

Since then she broke up with her then boyfriend who had also became my friend. School ended and I tried to call her about everyday I wasn't busy babysitting my siblings. I even tried to have her come over when I was babysitting since my parents didn't care. She didn't want to walk over and I can't drive yet. I tried on weekends when we could get rides, she didn't call me back. I know she was sick, and has other friends like I do, she also goes to see her new Boyfriend in a nearby town. I tried to have her over before the 4th and my mini-vacation. She used the excuse of cleaning to hold it off a day, then never called me or picked up her phone. Over this time we only kinda talked over IMs. On facebook she saw I posted something on her ex's wall saying I wanted to hang out with him. She kinda questioned me about that. I told her point blank we're friends like I've said before and she never had a problem with it before until that day. I also tried to tell her how he seems over her which is why she stopped talking to him. I phrased it wrong I know that, and I'm half sorry I did.

Today I called her and said in a sadtone "You know what, you're always saying I push you away. But you haven't picked up my calls once, or called me back this summer. You haven't even tried to call me to hang out." That much is true no opinion added. She sent me a message saying That she was mad and didn't say anything about it and I had no right to call her up and "bitch" to her. She has a point I had no right to make that message, but I wouldn't say I was Bitching maybe just guilting. But she can't expect me to know she was mad by not communicating.

While I'm sad I lost someone who seemed for a while to understand me, I'm also kinda glad. I still love her like a sister, but I feel a bit relived. I won't have to guess whats wrong or what to do to try to cheer up someone who doesn't want to feel happy. I won't have to hide my feelings for guys anymore out of fear of making her sick of hearing about my "relationship problems". I still have a best Friend in Emily. I love her too, and maybe this is the push I need to try harder at seeing her more often.

This blog is more like my online journal then what I wanted it to be. But I'm ok with that, almost no one reads this. It feels good to have these little confessions that are out there but not really publicly know.

Cause in the Daylight Anywere Feels Like Home

2009-06-07T14:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my family celebrated my Aunt's birthday by going out to eat. Since the wait was 20 min. just to get a table my siblings and I decided to go to a Borders I saw while parking in the mall. I lead my little sister around by the hand for a while, glancing at sections as I walked through looking for a section sell Pride & Prejudice & Zombies, seeing as I loved the movie adaption of the book and I love zombies. Anyway I was walking thought looking for any section that might have it [I wasn't sure if Humor, Romance or Horror was correct] and I saw the religion section. So since I've been looking into Buddhism I decided to look for a book to help me start practicing.

It took me a while to even find the subsection for Buddhism, which is under Western Religions. Anyway I found a book I thought looked pretty good, to start with and I felt this very spiritual sensation wash over me as I held it. I've only felt like that a few times in my life, and I was really sad when I put the book down knowing my Mother might disown me for switching religions. I told myself another day, when she won't be interested in what I've bought, but I feel so bad for not getting it.

Anyway I left with 5 books, one of them being free because of the sale. I bought Pride & Prejudice & Zombies, Kiss of Life [sequel to Generation Dead], The Truth About Chuck Norris, and Between Golden Jaws. To be honest the last one was just a random buy, but the back made it sound good. I'll write little reviews of each if you want :]

MUSIC SECTION
To Day I'd like to feature the song "Daylight" By Matt and Kim

This song is legally available for Free Download HERE It's surprising I don't get paid to bump all of these products.

New Moon Trailer

2009-06-01T14:33:00.000-07:00

Last night the First New Moon Trailer permired on MTV I'dd Post it here

My Thoughts on it:
Summit's New Logo in the Beginning is very spiffy.
Is Alice whining at the beginning?? It really sounded like it.
The blood looks real, which is more then I can say about other movies
Lurant looks more pale which is good, but I'd still love the makeup artist form Queen of the Damned to takeover.
the CGI wolves suck, I really wish they'd have used real wolves. In fact they seemed to have hired the same animators as in Chronicles of Narnia used the same wolves turned them an orange/red. Gahhhhhhh! Even Van Helsing had better werewolves.
This trailer showed far to many long clips, it revealed about the whole movie.
Hollywood marketing really sucks.
GOD I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THIS MOVIE!!!!!!!!!

Onision

2009-05-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Many people have been slamming a youtuber called Onision. Honestly I really like him. Sure I don't believe in everything he says, like meat is murder, I enjoy meat. However he's got some balls for putting his views out there to be heard. He can also be very funny and vulnerable. :] I don't necessary agree the way eh slams religion, but I do think it can be funny. You should go check him out and make decisions for yourself Here Night guys :)

Religioning

2009-05-24T18:50:00.000-07:00

People make religion a huge argument, and I'm really sick of it. I have tons of Christan friends, some Jewish friends, Atheist friends and a few Pagan friends, but we all still get along. Politics in America make religion such a huge deal in our government, which is suppose to be secular. I'm really sick of it all.

My opinion on things in government such as Gay Marriage, Abortion, and stuff that's "controversial" is to just legalize it. It's been proven that making something illegal doesn't stop people, if not just by the fact America has the most prisoners. Just look at incidents such as Columbine, or the enormous amounts of people who deal and use drugs. Legalizing stuff secures people's sense of safety and happiness. So what if you don't agree with gay marriage, no one is asking you to marry someone of the same sex, just like no one is telling you you can't marry your loved one. Don't believe in abortion, don't have sex EVER, and avoid being raped [if you can]. Eating meat goes against Hindu religion, but they're not trying to make meat illegal.

Also why do people get so defensive about their faith. having faith includes being able to talk about it comfortably. Please don't try to guilt me or put me down for whatever religion I am, I promise I won't do that to you either. Unless your my mother, but that's for another reason. I'm sick of people treating me or my friends differently because of their beliefs, they're still people and should be treated as such.

Lets al just try to get along :]

Star Trek

2009-05-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

So I just got out of Star Trek after seeing it at an early 10:00 pm viewing.

I Must say JJ Abrams never disappoints, I love everything he makes. Star Trek was not only a funny movie it's something anyone can watch and laugh at. The story was in my opinion good, though I'm not a hardcore Treky, I'm just somewhat knowledgeable fan.

The effects we're amazing! The CGI wasn't overused. Also you can tell they put money towards good CGI not just semi-tolerable stuff, which is a thumbs up. The makeup was great, the ears all blended and didn't look plastic or anything. They eyebrows looked good, [except on a few of the kids, but they've yet to grow into their faces] and the Facial structures of the different aliens look very real. The wounds look bad, but not overly colored, and just enough blood. At one point they even have a very real healing bruise that I swore was real. The camera work as a tiny bit shaky in some running and action scene but no more then a normal movie. The acting was top notch believable too :] everything was just perfect, I can't wait to see this again.

Handyman

2009-04-29T16:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish there were little handymen to fix up your life, like legos . . . only better! Any way I'm fixing my friendship with my best friend. I confronted her and she told me she felt I was ignoring her, which I was unconsciously doing. So now I'm trying to focus more on her :]

Also I saw the guy I like today. On Wednesdays we have 45 minutes to do nothing at the beginning of school, so we hang in the commons and talk the whole time. Anyway I was talking with my friend Emily, and they guy walks up while we're talking. So I'm all Hey were [insert his girlfriend's name here]? and he didn't know so he ended up talking with Emily and me for all but about 10 minutes of our free time. Then my best friend Amanda asked at the end who he was and said he was cute an kept giving me a I like you look. And I'm all This is [censored] and he was in my Spanish class, he's dating soandso. It makes me feel awkward to think about him since he has a girlfriend.

Also You should check out my Deviantart and see some new art I've been doing.

since no one reads this anyway

2009-04-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

I feel very alone. All of my friends seem to be dating someone! I even introduced my to gay friends and they're going on a date this Friday. I'm happy for them cause it's happy making but I think I lost having a single friend. To ice the cake I'm still hung up on someone I wish I could hate, and the other guy I like is dating another girl as of last week.

I also feel like my best friend has been pushing. I know part of that is her trying to fix things with her boyfriend, for reasons unknown. But another part of me wonders if it's because I haven't been there for her, or offended her. So I've been trying to think of everything I've said and done with her recently but I can't think of one thing. However, her brother asked me if we were fighting list Saturday, and I wasn't sure how to respond.

I feel like love is in the air like influenza in the winter, and I've gained immunity to catching love. A lot of times I blame this place and the lack of people like me around here. Other times I blame my age, but to be honest I think it's truly me. I repel people like deet repels bugs.

It's funny how I go to a school of 4000ish and I feel isolated. Some of the kids are to superficial to talk to, others constantly have drama I can't handle, and most of the kids don't like me. I'll admit I don't fit the normal mold around here. But I think I'm not so strange when you get to know me, or so I've been told. I feel so out of place were I am, and it may be a growing up thing, but I've felt like this since second grade.

Things U should Check out

2009-04-19T17:43:00.000-07:00

here is a list of Things I highly Suggest you see. Some of them are famous and some are well unknown. As for the music, it's a short list a few things I currently listened to.

Movies
Reign of Fire The Reason I love Bale +Matthew Machoney in his best role
Repo! The Genetic Opera - Great music over the top costumes along with a great plot line
Fight Club - Just a cult classic about more then just punching people in the face
A Beautiful Mind - the beauty and terror of being a genius
Tale of Two Sisters - A wonderful Korean film that's directed perfectly but takes a few times to watch. The Uninvited is basically a re-write of this film, but it's better, and darker I promise.
K-Pax - A story about moving on, and a man who thinks he's an alien
30 Days of Night - The perfect gory Vampire movie, not cheesy romance, or trigger happy vampires
The Illusionist - Magic tricks and love
Legend - It's a sin to touch a Unicorn; A cheesy 80's kids movie and Tom Cruise in his teens
Dr.Horrible's Singalong Blog - Proof I love Joss Whedon [it's on Hulu for free]
Donnie Dark - Never trust the Bunny . . . Deer . . . thing and Grandma Death
American History X - Neo-Natzis and the culture of it
Cloverfield - the beauty is in the details and effects
Fly Away Home - Cute little Anna Paquin who raises ducklings
Darkness - proving you really only need creepy kids, minimal effects and a good plot work
Death to Smoochy - Edward Norton makes a sexy rhino, you'll laugh I promise
The Prestige - Twisted lives of jealous magicians
Mall Rats - Filmed in the old EP MALL!Thanks to this movie my aunt once saw Shannen Doherty
The Firm - The mafia and Tax evasions and Tom Cruise
Whats Eating Gilbert Grape - Leo DiCaprio at his best
Blow - The Drug market is not for children . . . blonde Johnny Depp
Labyrinth - Oh god David Bowie . . .
Pan's Labyrinth Very haunting and depressingly uplifting
Ferris Bueller's Day Off - never gets old
Titan A.E. - a cartoon about after the end of the world, space, and Mat Damon's Voice

Songs
1 "Microphone" Coconut Records
2 "The Fear" Lily Allen
3 "Vally Girl" Frank Zappa
4 "Pet" A Perfect Circle
5 "Zydrate Anatomy" - Repo! cast
6 "Starlight" Muse

"Pop Culture" Jokes
I'm not giving these away, you should just find them. However I lied, my "pop culture isn't real Pop culture it's a mix of underground cultures.

TV Series
1 Lost
2 Dollhouse
4 CSI
5 NCIS
6 [old school] Mad TV
7 [old school] All That
8 Buffy the Vampire Slayer - I know I'm a Whendonite . . . [I've referenced his work like 7 times in this note]

Also I've watched this a few times now, and I love this Frank Zappa is a genius.

Just short of A Christian Bale Fetish

2009-03-31T21:09:00.000-07:00

OK so I'm not organisming every time, I see him but I do drop everything to see him on any form of a screen. But Let's just Show u how Sexy he is

He's mostly famous for being Batman in Batman Begins or The Dark Knight. OR the recent freak out he had on the Terminator 4 set; be lets be honest, if you were in something that's GOING to be as horrible as terminator 4 and some guy messed up your scene I'd flip out too. But he's been acting since age 13, and his second movie, Newsies is so painful bad my school's forced us to watch it TWICE.

I like the more dark and brooding roles he does. Or just the dark ones like in American Psycho.
and if blood isn't your kind of sexy then just imaging him naked in the shower . . . yeah they show his whole backside :D

Sadly I'm not the most Christian Obsessed person in the world . . . which creeps me out. There are actually people who call themselves Baleheads, and go around culting about him. As such proof I give you the website BALEHEADS.COM I'm not a member, in case your wondering. However I'm sure theres more then 3 threads about how Such a guy as Bale can be married to someone so, so, well not so sexy.

What a cute little girl! She's learned to hate her dad's movie status already, what a smart cookie!

On a non Bale related subject: I saw these converse a few days ago and fell in love.

When [and if] I get them I'll be the greatest punk Dorthy EVER!

Claymations?

2009-03-22T11:16:00.000-07:00

I'm a big fan of claymations.The most popular examples being Tim Burton's, Nightmare Before Christmas, or The Corpse Bride, and most recently Coraline. I not only find these movies to be great stories, but the way they get the clay to come alive is incredible , it moves so flawlessly on screen you almost forget it's clay.
The reason I bring this up is because my brother has been making stop-motions. Stop-motions are the same things as claymations only they don't use clay, they use anything else. He's just beginning but I'm impressed with what he can do already.
He's been putting his videos on youtube, but they haven't gotten to much attention. So I've decided to feature him without telling him. I'd really appreciate it if you'd check him out by following THIS LINK!!!!!!!!!! and it'd be great if you could comment too!
I'd have to say THIS!!!! is his best video I've seen yet. And plz remember he's only 12, so be NICE OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!

2009-03-18T13:29:00.000-07:00

My Friends from DA, hishamy and UzumakiKitai have found my blog!
Check out their DA Pages HERE hishamy UzumakiKitai I don't know why this makes me happy but it does!

Recently I've discovered something really annoying, I tend to dwell on things. I always think I'm over him, until I see him, and I know part of me still wants him. But I've improved to flirting again, I think honestly I just need someone else to forget about him.

In other news, I'm far to lazy to do art cause I fail. YAY!

Doll House

2009-03-05T19:35:00.000-08:00

As many of you guessed, I'm reviewing Doll House, The latest TV series written and produced by Joss Whedon. Joss Whedon is the mater mind writer behind such hit shows as Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel and Firefly. Doll House is about an illigal organization that finds pretty girls and guys, completely wipe them of their memories and personality. The organization, called Doll House, will then hire out their "dolls" with programmed personalities, memories and skills for certain jobs. At the end of each job, or engagement, the "doll" is wiped of their installed personality, skills, and all memories of the engagement. The show mainly focuses on the doll Echo, seemingly from the handler’s point of view.

But that’s where things start to go wrong, in a recent episode one doll, Alpha, kills all the dolls in his way but Echo. As Echo goes through her jobs pay CLOSE ATTENTION, you’ll slowly start to see changes in her.

emo-ness over Easter egg time

2009-02-22T14:31:00.000-08:00

Well I've decided to tell you little fun facts about teh site, cause I lurv my watchers ^_^

One thing is the Polls, All the polls have been lyrics to songs I'm in love with. I put up part of a line or two and attached the rest to an answer. I also throw in little inside jokes the "The Way I see it!" is from Paul cause he use to day that every other sentence.
One of my answers on the most recent poll made a reference to the TV show LOST.
I named my site THe Paige Documents after the X-files cause I love that show :)
That's about all I'm reveling for now.

It's offical

2009-02-14T22:25:00.000-08:00

I'll never find a guy whom I like, and whom like me back. Notice I'm not using the word love, because at this point it's just a joke for me. Maybe it's just this town, and the lack of anyone else who's into the non-mainstream and ISN'T an asshole. I mean I've had a few boyfriends, but none of them really clicked. Even with the one I was closest too, I was always holding me tongue. Maybe if I feel so lonely I should just date one of my pathetically in "love" with me friends. I mean the two I have are great, and I like hanging with them but they're just my friends. I'd love for one of them to move on, get a real girlfriend;someone who'd treat them right and like them back.

Anyways happy late Valentin's Day. hope you had a better time then I did. My day wasn't bed, just a tiny bit disappointing. Really all it proved is my town really does suck, and I've got to escape soon.

Tiwitting and Internet Whoring

2009-02-12T14:12:00.000-08:00

I've got a Twitter now, so you could watch me there if you want [Clikering]
and This is to my DeviantArt cause I'm an internet whore . . . [Fun-gaz-mi-cal]

yeah I have this Weird obsession with being an internet Phenomenon. I'm not even sure why. It's not so much the famous thing, but I'd love to meet some pretty sweet over the internet, then
meet you all in traveling or something. Thats kinda mainly why I want to be an internet phenomenon.

By the way whats your opinion on Valentines Day?
What will you all be doing?
Do u lurv me?

Light up, light up, As if you have a choice

2009-01-27T15:20:00.000-08:00

I really like the band Snow Patrol right now. They make everthing full of happy :]

Well I've restarted school today. I have new classes being Woodshop, English [American Lititure], Spanish, and Biology.
I'm thinking about dropping woodshop, cause it's mostly written work, and building a cabinet I wouldn't use. Plus we need partners and I don't know anyone in that class, well I know one girl but she already has a friend in that class.
English is gonna be boring reading the "American Dream" [not a book but the overlaying theme]. But eventally we get to read some classic Edgar Allen Poe :] I really love his work, it's just so creepy. So that'll be fun in like a month or 2!
Spanish, well lets not even mention that.
Bio, I have my friend Brendan in with me, and we get to pick seats! So it'll be MAJOREPICTIME. Yeah I really love hanging out with Bren, he's just amazing :]

God I'm already missing Social Studies, I really love that class.

Btw Thanks for the poll results, I'll add what you want to my agenda :]

Valkyrie

2009-01-23T20:20:00.000-08:00

I just got back from watching the movie Valkyrie I thought it was a good movie. I mean who DOESN'T love TOM Cruise, as a Nazi with an eye patch, who has to kill Hitler? :) Ok so not everyone, and I'll admit to having a weird fascination with WWII, Hitler, and Neo-Nazis. It just astounds me how much influence one man had over a whole nation.

Any Way I only had a few problems with the movie. First they should have showed more of Hitler's insanity, and the war crimes or concentration camps. They just seemed to not emanate enough anger at Hitler. I also might have found ways to put in more period music? Maybe that's a little to much to ask for. But despite that I really loved the film.

Btw, Finaly are over and I'm no longer freaking out. I heard the Block test was hell, but I'm sure my friends did fine, they're all very smart.

Finals Are Made to Kill

2009-01-22T14:21:00.000-08:00

I have 3 finals tomorrow :O
I'M GONNA DIE

Love u all to
see u soon

SpyHawk pwns teh Eagle

2009-01-18T00:28:00.000-08:00

Today my family and I went to the National Eagle Center, which ironically isn't funded by the government or the state! They have 4 eagles named Donald, Angel, Columbia, and
Harriett. It took us forever to drive down to Wabasha and it was cold and VERY windy. But it was defiantly worth it, I love animals and the eagles are awesome! They had such big wings and kept trying to fly away, but they all have broken wings and would just fall if they didn't have "leashes". I got some awesome stock photos from the trip that I'll put on my stock account once I

I also just watched The Haunting of Molly Hartley. I thought it was good, and it started to get interesting. The VERY last part just ruined it, even thou I know what the writers were trying to get at I felt the ending was just to anticlimactic. You just can't have your main character who kills people in self defense suddenly become all happy and accepting in the end. It just doesn't work.

Hellow

2009-01-15T19:29:00.000-08:00

I use to have a blog that was a fail on a small site called the Otaku, but I gave that up years ago.
I also have a deviant art I use and LOVE <3<3<3 however I feel a little odd talking about my life/opinions/fandoms on there. So I created this blog.

I'm Middy, I love movies and music. I like photography and I'm trying to get better at it, I also do photo manipulations but I'm not an expert in that either. I do love art, it makes me feel whole. That's about all I'll put in this first one :]